Is to enjoy the passage of time. Have I been enjoying it? Not so much. I enjoy it when I’m exercising (with good tunes), when my daughter and I are having fun together, and when I’m cooking and eating a delicious meal. Oh and when I’m talking to my mom or best friend (even if we sometimes have differing opinions), using my infrared light mask, sitting in a sauna detoxifying, and taking a warm bath (in silence or listening to a podcast)! Working with kids helps time pass by but the behavioral challenges coming from the students I work with are not very enjoyable. The stress of not earning enough money to afford anything but my bills is not enjoyable. Living without emotional, physical, and mental intimacy is not that enjoyable but I have been learning how to take care of and love myself.
